October 2010
4 posts
You might know if you're from around here What...
10/13/10
Its been a weird couple of weeks. there’s been so much going on. so much waiting…working..trying to get better. infection is pretty much gone. this experience has changed me. I made a promise to myself that when all was said and done and I looked all better I was going to take over the world. I just mean the world that I’m living in. I feel like so many things got out...
tell me
10/3/10
Can we make it? Sometimes it feels like im in a car heading towards a cliff and I dont know whether to slow down or stop completely.. and the more I wait, the faster the car goes. I dont know why its different when you’re not here. When you’re here, things make more sense. Everything is easy. But when you leave and I’m alone here, things change. I start to second guess...
September 2010
4 posts
The epitome of a day at school..
9/28/10, Tuesday.
I guess this day starts with the night before. I have an 8am lab every Tuesday morning so I purposely went to bed early, turning off the light at 10:15pm or so. Of course I couldn’t fall asleep. I went back and forth from turning on the light and reading to laying there awake in the darkness, contemplating life and worrying about imaginary situations. I fell asleep around...
change
9/12/10
School. everything is so different I dont even think I could properly explain it if I tried. I realized recently that I dont think im a fan of change. When things change, especially good things, i tend to feel like something is being taken away from me. I mean i know a lot of change ends up being really good.. Its the only thing that makes you grow as a person so obviously its vital to...
Beyond
9/1/10
I’ve tried to think of what to say about today as a whole, and I just cant. But tomorrows a new day.
August 2010
2 posts
100, 99, 98, 97, 96, 95, 94, 93, 92, 91. . .1
8/31/10
On the first day of summer vacation I told my dad there were 100 days left until I went back to school. It seemed endless and I wanted to go back right then and there. Now if you’re thinking I’m crazy, you’re probably right.. But back then, I was just starting to get into things at cvs and I already couldnt stand it there. So the end of the summer just meant freedom. So...
Sometimes, at night, it's like anything seems...
8/10/10
August already.
I quit work three days ago. Sort of. Well no one is less clear on the time frame than I am these days. Am I gone, or am I just leaving for a while? It’s anybody’s guess.
Why am I going back next week, for two days? Out of desire? Out of need? Out of obligation? Nobody really knows.
My manager wants me to come in and talk to him about “the future”...
July 2010
3 posts
7/29/10 Lately, I
..have been listening to every song possible about quitting your job. It just feels so good to leave on good terms and have it all in the past. I’m so close. I have six days of work next week, and then the couple of days I come back during my photo supervisor’s vacation, and then I’m done. My manager and supervisor took the news so well, but they don’t want me to leave...
"In spite of a warning voice that comes in the...
In medicine, in research, and in life, it is much easier to rule things out than it is to come to a conclusion.
Each day I go into the hospital and pore over lists of potential eligible patients for studies.. I dive into their medical histories, accessing every single medical note ever written about them. The purpose of this task is to find the key elements that will render these patients...
June 2010
3 posts
food coma
what is tumblr? i dont understand if this is supposed to be like a blog, or a place where you post other things from the internet, or something like that?
well i wish i could go away to the mountains or something. take a break from everything for a while. 3 months ago i was the chillest person. sure school was crazy and my classes were hard, but i was a lot more relaxed.
september 1st..when life...
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..what is tumblr?